OPS

OPS so sorry for keep updating! hee

cause i adi have long time din update, so forgive me :pppp

SHULING ♥

this was the second time, for me looking my friend went far away from me to further studies.
my dearest shuling. one of the perfect10 members.

is her, this cutie!

you know that, she is small in size.. even smaller than me..

we been closer to each other in primary school, but actually we lost contact for few years ago.

since form3, yien brought her back to us. PERFECT10 was her idea too. 

thanks to her. our friendship become stronger and stronger.

and before she leaved, me and her getting closer and closer.

when i was seeing her walking far and more far away from me. tear was gonna drop. 

very very sad. she is the first one leaved malaysia for 2years.

we prepared the album for long long time ago..... 

so our final target, made her cry crazily..

the album we made with our true heart.

she is a sweet girl. she is kind..

she is the one.. who fetching us to here and there, when we have no car.

she is the one who fetching me and meimei.. when our parents are not around..

the memories between us couldn't be deleted.

the memories... adi saved permanently in my mind.

thanks girl,

i gonna miss you alot..

waiting you come back to join us. 

we always supporting you,

bit down all barriers & dun give up !  

long time no see, collegemates. A FRIENDSHIP.

after a month and few weeks. i met up with my collegemates. for halloween party.
then birthday celebration of november babies and random yumcha season.
i have nothing to say but sorry.
very sorry.. after uni life started i am very busy.
and we are just too far away from each other...

i still remember that.. we were having crazy action sometimes. we had fun together.
we spent alot too. :X
and i am like walking far away and more far away from you all.

i dunno should i or shouldn't i to post this out.

this adi in my heart for few months, or a year perhaps?

BUT,

sometimes i really miss you guys alot, especially you nantyan..

and you all really brought me to experience many many special things.

i have a plenty of special moment with you guys.

i do appreciate.

thank you guys. 

maybe i am just a kid in your mind.

long time ago. :X RECENTLY.

hmm... this blog has emptied for quite long.
because i was very very busy. all the time all the days.
after my uni life started..
i put more effort to study, because i don't want to regret again.
although i am not studying everyday every single moment..
but i do pay attention in class and try to understand what lecturer talking about.
i love this course. so much so much. i love my college so much so much. i love my classmates the only 3 so much so much.
because only 4. we are getting closer and closer. not that close but yet understand what they are, and who they are.
SITI. the eldest in our group. she just like a big sister, to take care all of us. she is just kind :)
POHFUN. she is the one who always make us laugh. without her.. we are like getting very bored and quiet. our personality should alike because she is just elder than me one day. :)
SANYA. the kid in our group. first to know her, she was like very mature and elegant. but know her for the sem after.. hahahahah she is just a kid.
the end of this sem.. we are waiting for the final exam now.
throughout this sem, we done our assignmentssssss together. we lunch, we talk, we walk, we practice.
but no after party. since the first day, after class, we just like back home separately. never plan for after party.
maybe start from next year? we try to plan after party for relaxing? hahahahaha
hmm.. except 3 of them.. i still know other lecture mates.
and our lecturers always the best!! Mr. Joseph, Mr. Ronald, Mr. Hanafi, Chef Kerlly, Chef, Shyrine, Ms. MayYuen, Mr. Fergus, Mr. Ikramm Mr. Warren and Ms. Elizabeth. we do learn a lot from you all.
thanks for teaching us. i love you all and goodbye ♥ 
our college is small. but is nice.
i plan to have a normal uni life. normal but unique. i hope so..

all final practical exam was done but not the BOM.

tmr is the day. i am nervous

bless me for tmr practical  exam. hope we pass! 

MUST PASS. gambateh, JASMIIN ♥

my life.

i am fine. i am happy.
but...... i have lots stories wanna tell you.
i have lots questions.
i have lots thoughts wanna express.

wait for next update.. please...

BHM. :)

BHM = bachelor hospitality management.

就讀了這課一個多月.
我還蠻喜歡的.
漸漸的... 忙起來了.
有 assignment 要趕. 有書要讀.
可是. 我的心. 還是飄浮不定.
想玩的心. 離不開.朋友們的心.
可是. 我上課還蠻開心的.
可能 因為是新的東西吧.
上課比較認真. 比較感興趣.

papa 一直提醒我. 做這行.被罵也要笑著有禮貌的回复別人.
虛偽的笑容好像蠻適合我的.
我常常笑. 可是有時候的笑容只是偽裝.
我常常笑. 可是有時候的笑容只是禮貌.
我常常笑. 可是有時候的笑容只是掩蓋着我的不開心.
我喜歡開懷大笑. 可是我也止不住我的眼淚.

原來. 趕 assignment 是這樣的.
原來真的趕 assignment 的時候真的會徹夜未眠.
原來.. 做 assignment 有那麼多學問.

目前為止. 我和僅有的幾位同學相處得很融洽.
所有的她們個性都不一樣.
未來的 3年, 希望可以跟他們相處的融洽.

not the end.

end of the penang trip. but doesn't mean the end of our friendship..

this was really a trip. we went for 

-bukit bendera-kek lok si-batu feringgi-gurney-penang road cendol-sister's char koay teow- some famous places.

at least.. we went. LOL

i am quite happy that we went. because some places, i never been there, and some places adi too long din go.

and thank you for my 1st kaya ball. LOL!

okay. should know that 9persons we have. so.. argument couldn't be ignored.

but i think that everyone got the own opinion was a normal condition.

is like hope the trip become more perfect.

anyway, i really welcome you all to penang, my hometown.

penang is a nice place. except the weather. 

no need to feel shy because of the payment made by my dad.

my dad is earning money. so, he could make it. 

and this is the manner of the owner. if i could, i would like to do every payment for you all.

so sorry about... there was inconvenient  to you all. or something to make you all fed up.

and sorry if i din serve you well.

still sorry about my cousin's car thing. i dunno how to tell you all about the handle thing.

just received msg from my cousin, if there have no spare part, maybe have to pay rm200 for original handles from taiwan.

i know that it is really unfair for those who din touch the car..

so SORRY. 

anyway. 

thank you all for coming. 

thank you all for attending house warming.

=tyan=yiihuey=fangshiang=gary=pius=jason=ben=bobo=ming=

i will rmb you all throughout my life ♥

my uni life starts!

hey, i am starting my uni life!

so, now i am brejaya university college of hospitality student.

i am taking BHM august 2011 intake.

i think this course is not bad. 

i believe that i will get fun in this course :)

but alot of subject, i have no basic knowledge. 

accounting, marketing economic. blablabla. 

this is what i worry about. thus, i have to learn from the basic.

my class only have 3students included me.

3 of us. because this morning just got the news that.. cathryn wanna quit this course. T__T

although i just met her for few days. still sad.

am always alone, except having class. 

it really different when i was in college. go everywhere with gang by gang.

maybe this is the nice chance to let me concentrate in my class and no more playful mood.

i should set the highest target right. i need to achieve. because this is what i want to study. 

have to do my best. i dunwan 2nd regret appear in my life. i dunwan to blame myself again!

so. no more last minute. there is always preparation done.

just hope i can do it.

and am trying to improve my english. that i know the language important in this course.! 

GOOD LUCK to everyone for your further studies. :)

dun give up, my frens.!

是啊. 小時了了大未必佳吧.

讓父母寄望太深了. 

對不起. 我們並不是你們想像中那麼聰明.

可能只是. 沒那麼笨而已.

努力是可以蓋過資質的.

所以. 努力一點. 會有好成績的.

最近都在說. 努力了.會有回報的.

加油吧 朋友們!! :)

不要讓別人瞧不起. 

考得差是自己拿來的. 所以不會再讓自己後悔第二次.

"after decided, go ahead, run faraway as you can, dun look back!"

加油加油加油!!! :)))

期待中. 希望能成事. 

希望你們都能來玩. :)

過了這次旅遊. 應該很少機會再見了.

大家都各奔前程了.

每個人都離得好遠好遠.

所以.. 希望你們的父母允許. 讓我們小聚小聚吧.

i bet you.! argue with family is the most tiring stuff.!

跟誰吵架最痛苦? 不是情人 不是朋友. 而是家人.
跟他們吵架. 我真的無法克制眼淚.
我只能一直哭一直哭.
為什麼 你們不能明白. 我夾在中間有多麼的痛苦.
我沒有刻意的. 大聲的吵. 因為
我不能告訴朋友們. 因為
我卡在中間上又不是下又不是. 所以我才哭.

我很喜歡熱鬧. 可能只是你們不懂吧.

基於禮貌. 我沒有頂嘴.
我也不想被你們說不孝.
可是我真的很辛苦. 你讓我怎麼辦??
你們就成全我好嗎?

;(

got something inside my ♥

SORRY, for everything. 

TODAY!

11 of august!!!
what will happen later?
it is a important and tension day for CIE candidates.
i just lost of confidence now.
i really cant imagine what i will get.
negative thinking shouldn't appear now!!!
shoshosho.. please go away.!
bobibobi.! at least what i wish to get.

IGNORE! IGNORE!

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE, CIE candidates! 

WENT to GENTING after 6years ago??

事隔好久好久. 終於. 我去了雲頂.

而且.. 我是第一次在 outdoor theme. 玩了些刺激性的遊戲! ;D

還有第一次. 在雲頂過夜.

waiting them come to fetch me, outside is raining.. 

the only couple. long time no see. ;D

 hahaha. this photo was my wallpaper for 2days. 

ben. bought galaxy s2. -- 

 my dailou. new iphone user. why he is so angry? i dunno LOL

 her hair become longer :D

 you yi dian yongsui lor.

 yeah! reached hotel safely.  in the hotel. on the bed.

;) i was sick on that time. fluuuu..

是的. 我去雲頂的前一天. 就開始傷風+喉嚨痛.

去當天好像嚴重了.

but.. i still enjoyed in the trip :))))

很意外.我父母竟然沒有反對. 

雖然只資助我 rm100. 

跟朋友去玩的感覺真的很不同. 比較自由. 

玩刺激的, 至少有個伴. 不會怕. :))

是我重要的回憶.. 一定不會忘記的 

-starbucks at midnight- -hugging the pillow walk around 1st world hotel- -5ppl sleep in A room- 

and blablablablabla ;)

why no jason's photo?

because.. his phone is special ;DDD

buaibuai luther!!!

今天去送機.. 第一次. 送朋友離開馬來西亞.
他.. 去了 india 讀書. 好像短期內都不會回來.
一開始以為.. 不會捨不得..
還很開心. 一起去 oldtown yumcha..
然後.. 就買了一盒. luther 喜歡吃的 mint chocolate 給他.
拍照拍照. 給了 big hug. 就目送他離開..
看到他的父母.ahmah. 依依不捨的樣子.很悲傷的樣子.
突然悲從中來. 也覺得有點捨不得.
眼淚就在眼眶打滾着.
雖然 真的沒有很熟.

可是. 我還蠻開心. 我是他們最close的女生.(他是醬講啦) 

知道的啦.. 之前發生了很多事.. 

然後和他的父母聊下天. 就離開了.
事隔去 lcct 已經是去年的事吧.
接下來會是誰呢. 我還是想送機.
可能輪到好朋友的時候. 我會淚灑 lcct 吧..
shuling.. 開始擔心... 你 9月就要飛了. ;(

anyway.. luther, 祝福你, best luck for you :)))

buaibuaiiii. 

希望你不會變印度人回來 XD

SMILEEEEE :)

first ♥

有人的初戀.. 一直一直走到最後.

有人的初戀.. 後, 還繼續不停地尋找最適合自己的人.

有人的初戀.. 懵懵懂懂地發生了..

有人的初戀.. 卻遲遲還未發生.

有人的初戀.. 是最珍貴的回憶.

有人的初戀.. 卻早已經忘的一干二淨了.

有人的初戀.. 是甜蜜.浪漫的.

有人的初戀.. 卻比殘酷痛苦.

有人的初戀.. 轟轟烈烈.

有人的初戀.. 卻很想像粉筆字那樣輕輕的就能擦掉.

你的初戀.. 和你當初想像的..

一樣嗎?

對女生而言.

有人說.. 初戀是刻苦銘心的..

有人說.. 因為是第一次..

第一次. 你心跳加速了. 

第一次. 有了除了家人以外, 親密的對象.

第一次. 你的想像 都成了真實的畫面.

很多女生. 都希望自己. 的初戀. 會一直走到最後。

所以. 當第一次的戀愛失敗時. 會特別特別傷心.

心好像 被捅了好多刀.

朋友的關心. 朋友的勸告. 完全聽不進去.

失戀了. 就好像世界滅亡了.

生活得很痛苦很痛苦. 可是卻勉強擠笑容面對朋友.

不讓別人擔心. 可是 提及他. 或在夜裡. 眼淚就會嘩啦嘩啦的流下.

可是. 的確. 朋友也是很好的 ok繃.

我陪伴朋友走過她們的初戀.

甜蜜的時候. 真的先煞旁人. 

痛苦的時候. 真的讓我不知所措.

還有. 朋友的初戀. 把我蒙在鼓裡 --

我還在尋找.

還是希望. 初戀會一直走到最後, 那麼我就不會經歷失戀的痛苦. :)

i cant stay without music ;)

我們的生命裡. 少不了音樂.

因為 音樂. 帶來了色彩.

沒有音樂的世界. 彷彿世界只剩下黑白.

沒有音樂的世界. 會是多麼的沉悶.

♥ 我喜歡充滿 聲音·音樂 的世界 ♥

complicated.

不會有人閱讀的 blog...

今天我的心情.. 突然複雜了起來..
百感交集. 五味雜陳.
奇怪了.. 我也不知道我在煩惱什麼..
算了吧.. emo 不是我的 style. hahaha

但是. 我真的很想念你們.. :)

...rotting...

i missed out basketball & bbq tonight.
becoz i need to work... pity sial.. :((
anyway.... i miss you all. long time no see, guys.

today was a tiring day.
a quarrel happened before we leave.
i just keep quiet there, becoz i was really tired, & i dunno what is the point of arguing.

okay. this is the 3rd week i rot at home..

someone!! hey someone who free, bring me out or ask me out please..

i have a hard decision. they confuse me..
i feel like to go.. but..
i also dunno whyyyy.. i will considering about it.   -_____-
should make more frens right.
my frens become lesser & lesser.. ;((
LOL

owhyaaa.. please guanyinma.....
let me to get what i wish to get.. pleaseeeeeeeee...
maybe going to study hospitality.. will daddy allow?
they keep asking me..

i had a tiring day. so... good nights, world :)

i think they having fun...

today's quote :)

放心... 只是因為.. 我們之間 那模糊的句號. 我只是想用力地把它畫清楚..

i got the job!

我找到工作啦..

我已經工作了兩個星期..

我現在是上班族 hahahahahhahaXD

一方面. 興奮我終於工作了. 另一方面

了解什麼是血汗錢..

錢真的很難賺. 

尤其是 promoter..

這是我個人感想. 

promoter 不像其他工作. 有椅子讓你坐.

真的必須站上一整天. 還好.. 我以前 duty 也是這樣. 有練過 hahahaha ;p

還有 promoter 無時無刻 都要保持笑容. 因為笑容是禮貌.

有時候.. 我也覺得我的笑容很虛偽.

有時候.. 會笑到沒知覺.

promoter 還要算貨 點貨. 

你遲到 會扣薪水. 可是你晚了下班. 又有誰會加你薪水呢?

promoter 很難拒絕客人的要求.. 

真的是.. 你不當 promoter 就不會知道 promoter 有多辛苦.

可是. 你收了錢. 辛苦是應該的.

親切招呼客人 是你的責任.

賣出 商品 也是你的責任...

所以. 我不介意辛苦一點. 只要有錢賺我就很開心了..

工作之後才發現.. rm200,300 其實不多..

我要存多一點錢. 可以給家用. 也可以買些東西慰勞自己. 

在這裡宣布.. 我不是無業遊民啦!!!! hahahahahaa

somewhere..

有一個. 

比較長的心情.

比較不表面的感想.

隱藏了心裡的大小事.

奇怪的.

不同設計的.

不想讓別人看到的.

不會與人分享的.

常常在夜晚呆著的.

神秘的.

小心翼翼隱藏著的.

充滿秘密的.

與這裡很相似的地方.

可是不是這裡.

別問我是哪裡.如果你讀了這篇文章..

別問我是哪裡.如果你懂我.

:) 

이민호

我很激動啊!!!! 為什麼... 他可以那麼帥??? 

我接受不到咯.. XD

不要懷疑.. 我在講的人 是 李民浩. lol

最近 在追看着 城市獵人.. 

然後.. 被 suetying 激勵去看了個人取向.!

omg!!!!! 雖然只是戲啦.. 可是他真的帥到一個爆點! :DD

其實.. 我之前也超超超喜歡他的.. 當然是因為看了韓版花樣男子咯..

可是事隔很久他沒有新的作品.所以漸漸忘掉了..

現在.. 我又重新回到他的懷抱啦..

他的海報.. 我都沒撕下. hahahahahaha
你演多幾部戲咯.. 醬我就不會忘了你 XD

李民浩! jinjiamoshiseoyo.! ;) 

woohoo~ my exam ended! ;D

我考完啦!!!!!!!!!!! ;DD
可是.. 我的忙碌終於停下來時..
發現.. 原來只有我閒著.. 無聊著..
沒有人能天天陪我癲..
就算父母給我自由.. 我仍然被困在家裡..

aaa!!!! 我很悶很悶很悶 a!!!!!

haihhh.. 我也知道.. 沒有車很麻煩..
就算約了人.. 都必須要去到有公共交通的地方..
而且.. 現在的公共交通費用可不便宜..

還有..我還沒決定我的未來..
真羨慕那些已經決定好一切.. 對自己的成績有信心的同學們..
我的要求不高..
please......... 讓我有這樣的成績我就心滿意足了..
我希望 時間飛逝. 卻擔心不能如我所願.. ;(

考試的時候.. 恨不得一天有 48小時. 現在.就算一天只有12小時我也會嫌天多. lol

i love this moment.!

我喜歡夜深人靜的時候.. 

一個人靜靜地.. 做任何我想做的事..

無論是.. update bloggie.. 聽聽歌. 讀書.

我都喜歡在這個時候.. 

靜靜地.. 不被打擾..

冷冷的空氣..

外面下著的綿綿細雨..滴答滴答的雨聲..

音樂小聲地隨機播放著..

看著 notes.. 也特別容易明白..

偶爾.. 發了白日夢..

想了很多奇怪又荒謬的事..

突然被驚醒. 把注意力轉回到 notes 上..

haha. 我就是喜歡這樣.. :)

×無知的活著.. 或許會更開心.× 

my may suffer with exam D;

there are 5 more papers to go.

then everything will end.

i just hope that. everything will end up with happiness.

few weeks ago.. my schedule for everyday is like study watch drama sleep eat.

how long i din hangout with my frens? i adi forgot. 

 

wait for my next update ;)

will update soon. 

tell me who i am..

你認識了我多少年??

而我在你的心目中究竟是怎樣的一個人..?

你又了解我多少? 

我與你的關係.. 究竟是.. 我的朋友. 還是點頭之交? 還是好朋友? 還是知己? 還是我們其實只是陌生人?

就算是我自己.. 我都不了解我自己. 

我知道. 我情緒化. 

我知道. 我哭點很低.

我知道. 我會過度依賴.

我知道. 我在意別人的眼光.

我知道. 有時候.我也很無助.

我知道. 我時而瘋狂.時而卑微.

我知道. 有時候.我也會不知所措.

我知道. 朋友對我來說真的很重要.

我知道. 我可以很活躍.

我也知道. 我可以快樂地活蹦亂跳.

但是. 有時候.我會帶著假面具.

如果..你有一丁點了解我.

那告訴我.我究竟是怎麼一回事.lol.

the 1st post in 2011 :)

new background 

new design

with new blog title & new blog description.

i just hope i wont abandon this blog again! LOL

welcome to DAYbyDAYwithBLOGGING.

but i am not going post article everyday LOL XD

hmm.. i will just post some article here when i free. hehe :D

5/5/2011 my 1st post in 2011 :)