Tuesday, March 23, 2010

yeohtzesien = yeohtzesien

OMG!! OMG!! OMG!!
exam is coming soon! gosh..
today played basketball. 6 persons played! @@
others? went to library to study. =(

i also want to study!!!!!!

my heart? my brain? where are you???
please come back! i need both of you now! T^T
i cant lost both of you~ don't run away please!
is time to study!
have to concentrate on study!
because I promised! i wont fail in test 2!
i want get 60 marks or above.. maths have to get A!
this is my target! i have to achieve it!

I want be a psychologist!
i like psychology =)
because i want to know what you all think about. hehe.
i want to read your mind.
i get ready to achieve my dream!
i think i will do it well~ because I really interested in psychology!
would my dad agree my dream?!
i adi gave up CULINARY ART.. i wont give up this time!
i will eliminate obstructions to achieve my dream =)

yeah! i cook egg egg today =)
i love cooking. i love culinary.
but i gave up.
never mind. just let cooking be my hobby =)
i will cook when i free..

he grabbed my heart & my brain! =(
YEOHTZESIEN! stop to think about him, please!
think about him after test 2 la~ yor.. ;(
but his smile.. warm my heart =)
i ain't 2009's YEOHTZESIEN. T^T
but i hope i am. someone said i lost my innocent =(

anyway.. YEOHTZESIEN is YEOHTZESIEN.

friendship is the most important for me =)
他不帅不酷..他就是很可爱 =)

Thursday, March 18, 2010

update! my holidays =)

yes! finally.. i want to update =)
hahaXD give face siGong lO~ hahaXDD
but i want to type this post in chinese. so.. siGong.. go google translate urself la har =P


即將進入假期的第7天..
整個假期..做了什麽?? hahaXDD
就做了很多人的禮物啦..走了很多的地方..
唯一沒做到的是..讀書 =(
我答應要讀書的..但是..
不要緊..明天!我就要去tarC librAry 讀書啦..
做數學..做到悶的時候..做做剩下的禮物 =.=
這是我的打算啦..希望我講到做到咯..


有了你們..才能讓我的假期變得多姿多彩..
有了你們..我才不用呆在家裡看戲..
有了你們..不開心的時間才能過的比較快..
有了你們..我才知道我要疼自己多一點..
有了你們..我才可以在不開心的時候打從心裡微微笑一下..
有了你們..才能讓我暫時忘記我的不開心..
這個''你們''.. 是我很珍惜的''你們..是我永遠不會忘記的''你們''..
謝謝你們 ..

無論是12年的朋友,5年的朋友,還是3個月的朋友..
我都想說:我真的很開心能認識你們..
朋友對我來說真的很重要..
你們陪伴我的時間..是我人生的一半哦~
真的..我希望我們的友誼可以長長久久的..
我希望每一段友誼都可以維持12年以上=)
所以..你們要有心理準備哦..
我會一直一直粘著你們..不要嫌我煩!
hahaXDDD


我會學著疼自己多一點. =)

其實我不希望他的體貼只是針對某個人..
我希望他的體貼是對每一個人..
他的體貼應該讓其他人懂的..

i hope can do something for him. it will make me feel happy =)

Sunday, March 14, 2010

past tense!!!

SPM was a past tense!!!
but i still want to record it.. because the moment is important for me..
i got 1A+ 1A- 4B+ 3B 1C+ . many of you are counting how many A+ that you get.
but i just got 2A =( aiya. it was past tense lo~~ XDDD
but i cried & cried & cried. not because of my result but my parents.
i made them disappointed. they scold me they said i was lose. aiz..
but never mind la. i cant get angry with them right? they are my family =)
& it was my fault. i wasn't work hard at all. soRry ya =)
& i have to congrats all my friend who are getting flying colour result.
for those who dissatisfied the result, cheer up! =D
ok! end this topic.. XDDD


i write a long long post about him.
i think i like him very much.
when i writing that post, my heart feel warm.

hahaXD & i posted 3 meaningful comment =)
wahahaXD but that not created by me. just i listened from someone. but i forgot who is that =)

" 如果你真的再堕入的话..就代表是天意呀..
你为什么不让自己好过一点?!
顺其自然并不是讲爽的..跟天意走走吧.."

'' 我知道不会有那样的人出现的..
白乌鸦是你真正的真命天子..
有哪一对不是在一起的时候,就认定彼此是自己的终身伴侣?
有那一对不是在一起的时候,表现出自己最完美的一面?
在一起久了,了解对方了,发现了对方不完美的一面,就会知道彼此不适合、彼此不是自己的终身伴侣..所以才会分手的啊..
世界上没有完美的男人,自己也不可能完美..
每个人都有缺点啊..在一起之后,了解了对方,知道了他的不完美,还能继续包容他的话,那就是你的真命天子了吧..
难道为了一只曾经以为他是白乌鸦的人,放弃自己真正的真命天子?放弃那真正的爱情?? ''

quite meaningful right?! those sentence is for the person who felt disappointed to love.


do you know that your mood will affect my mood?!
sometimes i try to close to you.. but you seem cool.
you make me afraid. =X
i like ur smile.
& i miss your smile. =)
he is so gentle =)
that's why i like him ^^

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

gosh!!! i cant accept!



searching the whole school.. found him!
quite excited to see him.
today quite lucky.. meet him around 3 times?!
hahaXD 充满交集的一天 =)

遇到他让我不知所措! he's cute =)
-i like to write letter. -
erm.. is it ok to read your letter to whom it is addressed to??
sorry.. i cant do that..
because, it is so weird & embarrassing.
gosh.. i cant accept it!!!!!!! =.=
if can read it out, why have to write it?!
hahaXDD
-i like to write letter. -

still busy for those birthday guy.. ^^
i hope can faster finish it~

holidays is coming soon..
no plan. what should i do in this holidays?!
maybe have to study..
i promised i will get 60 or above in test 2.

actually, i have been accustomed college.
i've used to have all of you with me all the time.
could i say that please don't leave?!
but i know couldn't right?!
after take the spm result.. many of you are going to leave here. haiz..

dear all my friend. take it easy.
nothing to be afraid!
hahaXD i think at least i can get 1 A..

wahahaXDD CTRL+A again ler..
hehe. whether you are purposely or accidently..
the conclusion is you're quite lucky! hahaXD


Monday, March 8, 2010

豁然开朗..


经过朋友们的激励.. 我决定重新开始.. 而且,不会再轻言放弃..
否则,真的会对不起自己吧..

-朋友们..谢谢你们咯 =)

suren, 我开始写了那本新日记..那本日记还是会堆满满关于他的事..
我想应该是吧..
谢谢你,为我做的一切..


突然间,想通了..
其实,努力未必是因为要得到回报..只要你尝试过,不让自己后悔,就足够了..
知足常乐嘛..

我没打算让他知道..只要让我远远地望着他就好..
就算我们永远都不会有交集..
暗恋也可以很幸福的..
只要一天让我遇到他一次? 我就可以傻笑一整天..就算只是擦肩而过.. XDD


''我会默默在背后等你的..只要你偶尔回头望望我、偶尔想起我..
我就会很开心的..
有什么问题都可以找我聊聊..
虽然我知道,我不是你心中唯一的选择..
但是,我想说.. i will always be there..''

不小心的偶遇,让我心脏停止了几秒..

happy birthday to LIERYIEN =) CHINYISHENG =)
wish your dream come true!!!

对不起..我想说..惊喜很难送..
一个成功了、一个失败了.. hahaXDD
你们的礼物..迟点补送吧.. 等待..会让事物变得更珍贵o~ XDDDD




daddy & mummy
谢谢你们..我会珍惜你们给我的一切..
虽然..我只是一个普通平凡的女生..
特别的是..我会永远笑着过日子 =)