-14/06/2010-

3个星期就这样过去了..
而我..在 enjoying 我的假期..

我只想短短地写几句..XD

因为太久没 update 了.. :)

假期最兴奋的是..参加 st.john 的集训营..

去那边..当了跑腿 ..虽然好像没有帮很大的忙.. :D

回到了过去..谢谢你们..让我的假期有那么一点点的意义..

我中学生涯..唯一有纪念价值的只有st.john..可以说是我的全部:)
团康股!!!不可以没落啊!!! 放心..有我在:) 加油咯:)

bio..读书读书读书..:) 要读书eh..

-若有一天我们再聊天，我的心藏很远 :)-

-smile always-

i never forget to smile :)

:)

开学了..第二学期开始了.. :)

那天..我跌倒了..正确来说..是跌进沟渠了.. :(

弄得伤痕累累的.. 左右脚都是瘀青..臀部也是..

手臂和大腿肌肉..极度非常酸痛..好像老了几十年 XD

球溜走了..我去捡球..球没事..我却跌的伤痕累累..

每次打篮球..总会发生意外..但是..我仍然那么爱篮球..

我要好好训练才行..我要变得更坚强..更不容易受伤..

星期三的时间表..真的让我好好好无奈哦..

早上8-11没课..所以我决定每个星期三早上都玩篮球..

就算一个人.我也无所谓..哈哈.

上星期三..我认识了..一班很可爱的篮球友人..

很高兴认识你们哦 :D

篮球真的能让我放松自己..其实一个人玩..更轻松哦..

但是篮球本来就是团体运动.

应该一大班人一起玩才会热闹..才会开心..

所以..我还是喜欢多多人一起玩 :)

打完篮球后..上2小时的课..我就可以回家啦.. :D

我真的需要减肥了.. 下定决心要减了..

不是开玩笑哦..体重没有到理想数字以前..我都不会放弃的.. :)

不喜欢我现在的体型..体重..本来就不高..所以..一点点胖就会感觉到很肥..

hmm.. no no no!!! i want be slim :D

我..有点失败..好好的一段友谊被我经营成这样..

我很内疚..我说出口了..甚至现在我有点后悔了..

让我们不能像以前那样..

我真的失去你这个朋友了吗..

无论如何..我还是把你当朋友 ..

希望你也可以开开心心的 :)

'' 白羊座很久以前，羊兒喜歡笑，微笑，大笑，肆無忌憚的笑。他們熱情洋溢，心事全無，沒有憂愁，也不強賦新詩，有著順其自然的平靜和潇灑。偶爾遇見一個自己喜歡的人，便奮力追求，即使失敗落空，依然祝福。

很久以後，羊兒依然喜歡笑，笑得有些做作，笑到喘不過氣，笑得悲從中來。他們不得不笑，卻在笑聲中回憶起當初的一個人，然後流下眼淚。從此，白羊座的快樂和悲傷相連。''

我会永远开心..永远笑着面对..
因为我知道..伤心..烦恼只是在浪费时间..
不开心的时候..我会尽最大的能量让自己开心..
目前..最有效的方法是冰淇淋或则巧克力.. :D

我的朋友们..如果那天..你看到不开心的我..
请记得提醒我..伤心只是在浪费时间..
倒不如..把时间放在学业上..拼搏一下..
考个漂亮的成绩..让老师们大吃一惊更好 XD

放手了..让它飞吧..痛..也只是霎那间..很快会没事的..

got mood to update !

test 3 past! so.. should shout yeah! right?

but result?? haiz..

i dun think will get good result.. no A at all :(

my maths! argh~ it isnt hard.. but i din do any review~

Q1 Q2 Q3.. saya apa pun tak tau~ then? wait death lu :(

anyway.. it is past tense now..

“往者不可谏，来者犹可追” copy from yz. :D what a nice idiom!

hang out with new gang :)

i watched 2 movies! huiyo~IP man & IRON man.

IP man very very very nice~ but IRON man... hmm. seriously thought IRON man is better than IRON man 2!

not yet watch IP man 1 eh~ later watch thru pps :D

rm30 for midvalley :) thank you for the discount wor. XD

orientation week! past pun!

i go to college for whole week. as luther said: tarC give money to me XD

i go for nth. just for lengzai. but cant find :(

hmm. but! finally.. i saw Sxz! :D he still same. miss his >> :)

welcome~ chowee & loong! we are schoolmate now XD

games & telematches.. seriously made me tired. but can know some boy then worth lu~ XD

gosh~ still rmb the eel. ish! seriously.. it alike with snake~ tak boleh tahan lo~

i take shower for 1 hour!!!!! no eel no squid at last :)

hmm.. not purposely make you black face de. as tyan said: some feeling + some feeling = sad. then sad - cry = nth. just like that :) anyway. sorry le. smile back smile back :D

oh!!! NBA rim~ it is too high for me!!!

but was fun!! huiyo! had fun in small space!

ian~ bully my height :l

ace like a monkey XD

wish can play indoor next time. but rm36 per hour. quite expensive de :(

my original plan! want to keep fit in orientation week! gone!

tmr is new sem.

i have to work hard.

new time table.. quite weird..

have to re-memorize those time table.

i'm SJ11D student!

saw you on 21st day.

-- talked with you on 25th day :) i keep lollipop well :D thank you :)

huiyo! i want cheongK eh! i want i want!

cheongK cheongK!

4months ago. din cheongK le. will crazy soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

june is coming! yeah!! (V^.^V)

mean penang trip is coming soon! woohoo~

hope jon ON le. pius too~ ON pls~

not yet tell daddy & mummy. would they allow?? hee :D

ohya! i drove auto car.. seriously.. not easy lo. although just brake & accelerator. hahaXD

maybe i'm noob. :(

i just want small small car.

small small car can handle easily. easy parking, easy control.

my dad~ my meimei pun tak boleh tahan eh =.= 鸡蛋里挑骨头 you know?? XD

& my height! seriouslly is a big problem. seiFO lo~

i want drive smooth smooth nia.

thank you daddy. yea. license is easy to get. because uncle just taught some skill to let you get P.

but road is dangerous. not controlled by me. so.. i think i need more practice, daddy.

hahaXD PV10 & tyan~ you're my 1st passenger. sorry for let you'll worry.

luckily.. i fetch you'll reach home safely! :)

thank you for being my 1st passenger :D

finally. got mood to update :)

i want SOUVENIR lol XD

hmm..

update update! :D

test 3 coming lo~
studying lo~ chemistry ar!!! :(
gambatehING. i just hope can know what the chemistry talking bout. hope i know how to answer the test. then enough marks to get grade B.

ytd resit bio eh~ duh!!!
walao~ really cant read MS.geradline mind eh~
we study this chapter.. she test another chapter :(
circle come.. she told us.. she will test chapter 6 eh~ i din listen properly..
soo.. have to blame myself din listen to her :(
anyway.. she is a good lecturer. :D
but.. i think we can pass the test.. because of jixuen~ XDD thank you very much!!!
hmm.. i know that cheating is not good. but.. sometime needs help de ma :D

duh!!! daddy & mummy are going to skol take the report card eh!
walao eh~ seiFO lo. my result.. + my attitude in class. seiGang lo~

no exercise whole week. but keep eating!!!
i spend 150 for eating in school this month eh!!! gosh!
over-budget!!! T^T RM100 i used it!!! i want to save money eh!

hmm.. 5th of may! it is very important date for me! chemistry.. A.maths.. driving test!! gosh!!! i think i would like to delay the driving test~ duh.. :(

penang trip & genting trip! TAIWAN trip pun eh!!!
hahaXDD after this mid-year exam! i want go to do many crazy thingy! as crazy as well!

woohoo~ orientation week!! i will plan well. woohoo~
ohya!! chowee & lsloong is coming to tarC! welcome ya :D yeah! my dearest fren. i need you so much! but we study in different block! hmm.. i think time table will not same pun. but i still can date you all right? XDD

after orientation week. we have to change class. hmm.. actually no need so sad de. :D
D class! the last class in 2010 january Intake~ i think not bad de :D

JUNE! i cant wait!!! i want go to penang!! woohoo~ i want go to penang with fren ler. hmm.. very very excited :)

kla. after test 3! now. dun think too much.. just focus on test 3!!!
test 3 is the most important~ :D
we fb.. sms.. write note.. but i din talk with you.. for 2 weeks ago..
maybe.. after test 3.. i need time to think bout it.. :)
hmm.. still waiting. :)

add oil ya! my fellow fren :D

3 weeks ago.. :)

3 weeks ago..

long time din update ler.. hahaXDD

so.. update now :)

test 2 past adi. got back our paper~

my result!!! bio got U again~

but was my fault ma.. cant concentrate on that time..

soo.. just can accept it lo~ :D

birthday past adi.

18-years-old de birthday.. okok nia..

i want drink wine de ler. i want clubbing de ler.

i want do many many thing de ler.

but all cannot! all are not allowed! :(

my birthday was meaningless. *sigh*

so~ it is a past tense now. but still waiting for my present XD

test 3!!! mid-year exam is coming soon~

gosh!! what should i do now?? just concentrate on my studies lur.

will go library to study for 3 weeks!

i need sifu ler. to teach me chem & bio!!

mid-year exam ler. i dunwan to get U!! :(

no! not only pass but at least get B lo~ :| could i do this?? :X

test 2 adi cant follow.. so now have to work hard to follow up!

seriously!!! i will work hard :D

my fellow.. gambateh ya!!!

& i did crazy thingy!

i never think that i will do it before.. but i did it :D

last week happened many thingy.

now normal liao lur. :D just back to the origin.

we still friend. erm.. not friend.. but is a special friend :D

i dun think i will give up :) but i will temporary put it down. :)

suren.. thank you :D

en. thank you :D

suetYing. thank you :D

chowee. thank you :D

loong. thank you :D

nantyan. thank you :D

chiin. thank you :D

... still got many fren i have say thank you :D

you're so important for me. without you without yeohTZEsien.

yea. tyan, you're right! friendship is more important. ever! :D

FRIENDSHIP FOREVER ya :)

i gonna change class. from C to D. many of them still remain in C class.

tyan & i gonna change to D.. when i heard it i cried. you know how sad i m? *sigh*

but nvm la. we can follow daiLou wan sek. XDD

i think quite happy de. still got bobo vincent daiLou & tyan ma. :D

although we not studying in same class. but we still in same lecture.

after lesson.. we can study & play together..

so no need to sad la. :D ah sou.. dun sad le. smile ya :)

YM gonna change to diploma. :( bye.

before that, i have to complete my mission ler!

hat-chiu! get sick :(

flu e~ i think not HiNi lar~ XD

nvm i think will recover soon de :D

my meimei.. more cham e.. she sakit perut. now seem gonna die :(

Ohya. my fren oso~ dun sick ler. take good care of yourself ya.

badan sihat otak cerdas ma~ :)

yeohtzesien = yeohtzesien

OMG!! OMG!! OMG!!

exam is coming soon! gosh..

today played basketball. 6 persons played! @@

others? went to library to study. =(

i also want to study!!!!!!

my heart? my brain? where are you???

please come back! i need both of you now! T^T

i cant lost both of you~ don't run away please!

is time to study!

have to concentrate on study!

because I promised! i wont fail in test 2!

i want get 60 marks or above.. maths have to get A!

this is my target! i have to achieve it!

I want be a psychologist!

i like psychology =)

because i want to know what you all think about. hehe.

i want to read your mind.

i get ready to achieve my dream!

i think i will do it well~ because I really interested in psychology!

would my dad agree my dream?!

i adi gave up CULINARY ART.. i wont give up this time!

i will eliminate obstructions to achieve my dream =)

yeah! i cook egg egg today =)

i love cooking. i love culinary.

but i gave up.

never mind. just let cooking be my hobby =)

i will cook when i free..

he grabbed my heart & my brain! =(

YEOHTZESIEN! stop to think about him, please!

think about him after test 2 la~ yor.. ;(

but his smile.. warm my heart =)

i ain't 2009's YEOHTZESIEN. T^T

but i hope i am. someone said i lost my innocent =(

anyway.. YEOHTZESIEN is YEOHTZESIEN.

friendship is the most important for me =)

他不帅不酷..他就是很可爱 =)

update! my holidays =)

yes! finally.. i want to update =)

hahaXD give face siGong lO~ hahaXDD

but i want to type this post in chinese. so.. siGong.. go google translate urself la har =P

即將進入假期的第7天..

整個假期..做了什麽?? hahaXDD

就做了很多人的禮物啦..走了很多的地方..

唯一沒做到的是..讀書 =(

我答應要讀書的..但是..

不要緊..明天！我就要去tarC librAry 讀書啦..

做數學..做到悶的時候..做做剩下的禮物 =.=

這是我的打算啦..希望我講到做到咯..

有了你們..才能讓我的假期變得多姿多彩..

有了你們..我才不用呆在家裡看戲..

有了你們..不開心的時間才能過的比較快..

有了你們..我才知道我要疼自己多一點..

有了你們..我才可以在不開心的時候打從心裡微微笑一下..

有了你們..才能讓我暫時忘記我的不開心..

這個''你們''.. 是我很珍惜的''你們..是我永遠不會忘記的''你們''..

謝謝你們 ..

無論是12年的朋友，5年的朋友，還是3個月的朋友..

我都想說：我真的很開心能認識你們..

朋友對我來說真的很重要..

你們陪伴我的時間..是我人生的一半哦~

真的..我希望我們的友誼可以長長久久的..

我希望每一段友誼都可以維持12年以上=）

所以..你們要有心理準備哦..

我會一直一直粘著你們..不要嫌我煩！

hahaXDDD

我會學著疼自己多一點. =)

其實我不希望他的體貼只是針對某個人..

我希望他的體貼是對每一個人..

他的體貼應該讓其他人懂的..

i hope can do something for him. it will make me feel happy =)

past tense!!!

SPM was a past tense!!!

but i still want to record it.. because the moment is important for me..

i got 1A+ 1A- 4B+ 3B 1C+ . many of you are counting how many A+ that you get.

but i just got 2A =( aiya. it was past tense lo~~ XDDD

but i cried & cried & cried. not because of my result but my parents.

i made them disappointed. they scold me they said i was lose. aiz..

but never mind la. i cant get angry with them right? they are my family =)

& it was my fault. i wasn't work hard at all. soRry ya =)

& i have to congrats all my friend who are getting flying colour result.

for those who dissatisfied the result, cheer up! =D

ok! end this topic.. XDDD

i write a long long post about him.

i think i like him very much.

when i writing that post, my heart feel warm. ♥

hahaXD & i posted 3 meaningful comment =)

wahahaXD but that not created by me. just i listened from someone. but i forgot who is that =)

" 如果你真的再堕入的话..就代表是天意呀..

你为什么不让自己好过一点？！

顺其自然并不是讲爽的..跟天意走走吧.."

'' 我知道不会有那样的人出现的..

白乌鸦是你真正的真命天子..

有哪一对不是在一起的时候，就认定彼此是自己的终身伴侣?

有那一对不是在一起的时候，表现出自己最完美的一面?

在一起久了，了解对方了，发现了对方不完美的一面，就会知道彼此不适合、彼此不是自己的终身伴侣..所以才会分手的啊..

世界上没有完美的男人，自己也不可能完美..

每个人都有缺点啊..在一起之后，了解了对方，知道了他的不完美，还能继续包容他的话，那就是你的真命天子了吧..

难道为了一只曾经以为他是白乌鸦的人，放弃自己真正的真命天子？放弃那真正的爱情?? ''

quite meaningful right?! those sentence is for the person who felt disappointed to love.

do you know that your mood will affect my mood?!

sometimes i try to close to you.. but you seem cool.

you make me afraid. =X

i like ur smile.

& i miss your smile. =)

he is so gentle =)

that's why i like him ^^

gosh!!! i cant accept!

searching the whole school.. found him!

quite excited to see him.

today quite lucky.. meet him around 3 times?!

hahaXD 充满交集的一天 =)

遇到他让我不知所措! he's cute =)

-i like to write letter. -

erm.. is it ok to read your letter to whom it is addressed to??

sorry.. i cant do that..

because, it is so weird & embarrassing.

gosh.. i cant accept it!!!!!!! =.=

if can read it out, why have to write it?!

hahaXDD

-i like to write letter. ♥-

still busy for those birthday guy.. ^^

i hope can faster finish it~

holidays is coming soon..

no plan. what should i do in this holidays?!

maybe have to study..

i promised i will get 60 or above in test 2.

actually, i have been accustomed college.

i've used to have all of you with me all the time.

could i say that please don't leave?!

but i know couldn't right?!

after take the spm result.. many of you are going to leave here. haiz..

dear all my friend. take it easy.

nothing to be afraid!

hahaXD i think at least i can get 1 A..

wahahaXDD CTRL+A again ler..

hehe. whether you are purposely or accidently..

the conclusion is you're quite lucky! hahaXD

豁然开朗..

经过朋友们的激励.. 我决定重新开始.. 而且，不会再轻言放弃..

否则，真的会对不起自己吧..

-朋友们..谢谢你们咯 =)

suren, 我开始写了那本新日记..那本日记还是会堆满满关于他的事..

我想应该是吧..

谢谢你，为我做的一切..

突然间，想通了..
其实，努力未必是因为要得到回报..只要你尝试过，不让自己后悔，就足够了..
知足常乐嘛..

我没打算让他知道..只要让我远远地望着他就好..
就算我们永远都不会有交集..
暗恋也可以很幸福的..
只要一天让我遇到他一次? 我就可以傻笑一整天..就算只是擦肩而过.. XDD

''我会默默在背后等你的..只要你偶尔回头望望我、偶尔想起我..

我就会很开心的..

有什么问题都可以找我聊聊..

虽然我知道，我不是你心中唯一的选择..

但是，我想说.. i will always be there..''

不小心的偶遇，让我心脏停止了几秒..

happy birthday to LIERYIEN =) CHINYISHENG =)
wish your dream come true!!!

对不起..我想说..惊喜很难送..
一个成功了、一个失败了.. hahaXDD
你们的礼物..迟点补送吧.. 等待..会让事物变得更珍贵o~ XDDDD

daddy & mummy

谢谢你们..我会珍惜你们给我的一切..

虽然..我只是一个普通平凡的女生..

特别的是..我会永远笑着过日子 =)